Romanticizing parenting

The truth is , being a Dad, a parent , etc... Is an imperfect process with imperfect beings and imperfect love... Making the effort to get it all 'right'... Full disclosure... I suck at a lot of this stuff. I'm not as patient as I'd like to be. I'm more controlling than I ever realized. I can be harder than I actually want. I struggle between properly disciplining, and wanting to be liked... This Daddy thing can be difficult and is a struggle at times.  That's my truth, and a far too unspoken truth for many.

FCK Fear

I'm afraid … occasionally, of nothing, more than I'd like to admit... EVERYTHING I'm afraid I'm not worthy not worthy of my blessings, abundance, love, My family... I'm afraid I'm not capable …  Not able to provide for or to protect. Falling short in my duties, in my family, as a father, as a man. I'm…

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