FCK Fear

I'm afraid … occasionally, of nothing, more than I'd like to admit... EVERYTHING I'm afraid I'm not worthy not worthy of my blessings, abundance, love, My family... I'm afraid I'm not capable …  Not able to provide for or to protect. Falling short in my duties, in my family, as a father, as a man. I'm…

In memoriam… the death of a single mother.

Her name was Elena, a kindly but frail older woman in the neighborhood.  She often had a small little boy with her. He was a rowdy one, a screamer, strong-willed, curiously independent and hyper-sensitive. Whenever I would see them together, I thought, what a curious pair, a sweet, kindly fragile grandmother with her rowdy rambunctious grandchild.…